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After participating in three live video conferences about the crisis in Darfur, students were asked to write journals reflecting on the experience and what they learned. Below are a few examples of the journals.


Dear Journal,
The most impressive and surprising fact that I have learned about genocide throughout the world is the lack of intervention, or even post-genocide help. The world, including the United States of America, has said genocide is wrong and they have given their word to help, but to this day have not. No one is “stepping up to the plate” so far except some organizations like Red Cross.
The reason why I think genocide occurs is when there is a disagreement between two ethnicities, faiths, or races, the tension will mount higher and higher, until one day one will take a drastic and horrible measure to push the opposing one out. The one with the most power, whether it be government authority or firepower, will dominate and do what they have been brainwashed to think is the right thing to do, Genocide is a horrible way to get what they think they want, and when they feel threatened again and are afraid of losing power, the force continues with renewed effort and force.
Genocide makes me sick and makes me what to change the world. I am not too surprised by the current genocide throughout the world, but I am surprised by how many people say they are shocked they haven’t heard of this before. They should know our country only does news reports on things having to do directly with the US or things that might in the future concern the US’s finances. Darfur is just one example of the US trying to block us from other countries’ problems so that we will not want to go to a place that has no financial gain for the US. It’s sad because people need this country’s help but we hold back. This situation and the truth of it all make me furious and sad.
On the topic of the people who directly commit genocide, I just feel sorry for the hatred and ignorance they are living in. They will never feel real love and will never see the real beauty of the world. They don’t see that it is people like them that destroy the world.
The ways that I see that I can help with genocide relief efforts are fundraisers and to try to get our country to help in the intervention of genocide so it will not happen again. Genocide should never have occurred, but since it has, all we can do is help the victims, punish the murderers, and really try to prevent it from happening again.


All around this innocent seeming world, people are being killed. In urban areas, inner city murders are a part of dealing with life. In Britain, prostitutes are being hunted; and in Darfur, genocide occurs almost making the urban life and the Britain topic inferior.
In Darfur, more than a hundred people are killed as each day drags along. More than five thousand people are killed a month and the world is oblivious to it all. The genocide in Darfur is the loudest silence to have ever occurred because women and children cry and men scream, but no one listens or seems to care. Sometimes, the louder you cry, the less others listen. Women are brutally raped and men are taken away from their homes and tortured, abused or just plainly killed instantly with no thought.
Genocide is a silent killer. It has occurred numerous times in the past and it has been ignored every time. Examples:
1904: about 65,000 out of 80,000 Hereros killed by German government
1939-1945: about 6 million Jews of Europe killed. Slavs, Gypsies, homosexuals, Jehovah’s Witnesses, and the handicapped were killed by the Nazi government of Germany.
1994: mostly Tutsi civilians, 800,000, were killed in Rwanda by the Hutu.
These are just a few of the “occurrences.” Who knows what exactly caused these genocides, but one thought did start it all. Maybe having to do with inferiority to superiority, racial backgrounds, ethnic backgrounds, or it may be jealousy or anger built up in too many people. There may be greed for land, wealth, income and the economy deviously can have a role in the occurrences as well.
To be honest, I knew nothing about the genocides listed above, except for the Holocaust (which was also ignored for some time before being recognized.) Too many people around the world are uneducated of the terrible actions occurring on the very same planet they walk upon. Many countries argue, “One man for himself,” and helping another country is what they avoid the most. I have one thing to say to those countries….karma.
I get so frustrated when I leave school only to arrive at a toasty, warm home, with running water and the safety of my walls and at the same time I think about what a child in Darfur is doing right now to hydrate himself and what kind of shelter he sleeps in while I’m lying under my heating blanket upon my wonderfully firm queen size bed. I really feel like I take so much for granted. I believe that we all take everything we have for granted, and once it’s all gone, we weep and drag around whatever we have left, feeling sorry for ourselves. We all need to stop and take a look around to realize that the universe does not consider us as the center. The worked does not revolve around us and “one man for himself” won’t fly in life.
When I think I have it bad and when I notice myself complaining, I stop and appreciate life because I realize there are people who have it much, much worse and I tell myself that I can control my destiny. The men, women and children can’t even predict the future of the next day to tell whether they’ll live to see another deadly day, or if they’ll die as a part of the deadly day adding one more body to the hundreds each evening and one less tortured soul upon this planet we call earth.
I can barely imagine going through such a crisis. It seems almost impossible that it could happen in the U.S. But, it will happen, we won’t have to imagine the pain anymore. Sooner or later, we Americans will be hurt. The question is will the other countries help us? Will they even know, let alone care about our lives lost each day? Wouldn’t we like to be helped?
What can we do to stop this genocide and prevent future ones? Well, my philosophy is, “I can’t change the past, only prevent the future.” There is nothing we can do to take back the lives lost but to pray. But to prevent the lives of innocent people being lost, we have to do something.
The U.S. seems very “snobby” about such topics. We are better than them, thus we care for only us. No! No! No! Other countries seemingly have the same point of view. We all need to get together and put aside the war in the middle-east which we (the U.S.) have declared, and talk it out. Each country should toss in a small donation to better the lives of the soon to be dead. With the money, we can provide food, clean water, shelter, clothing, safety and more to the people of Darfur. I would be willing to take part in helping others. As for the other countries, they may turn away.
I believe that my generation can make a difference. We have no other worries; just school. Adults seem to be preoccupied with their job, family, money, and their retirement fund. Joking. But seriously, I think of how great it would be if our generation took part in the stop of genocide in Darfur and all together. My heart would explode in joy and pride if we could do so. But for now, I am solo looking upon an empty space as other are. My frustration turns to brainstorming often times and I just think I am too small and just a fragment of the whole enormous solution. So let’s get together somehow, and put our lives before others.


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